It makes me feel and sound weak, but it's true. And I'm never above the truth. Though, I don't care what many people say, there are just a certain few whose words have so much potential to affect me. It's not fair to me, it really isn't. Yet, I can't find a way to loosen this choke hold; they almost never have anything positive to say and I am unable to shake it.
As much as i walk away and keep my distance, it is when the reach out to me the most. It's as if they realize that they have treated me horribly and want to make it better. Maybe I am too trusting or have too much faith in mankind, because I believed them. It is people like them who prove everyone right and has me kicking myself for even starting up this horrible relationship again.
Who am I kidding? People rarely change; it takes something life altering and mind boggling for them to change a single aspect of their personality. Even then, nothing is guaranteed. Life is full of disappointments and you just happen to be one of them. ~me~ at 11:37 PM
